Sunday, November 20, 2011

Maybe this is done for our own good.

Maybe I don’t understand now, but I hope I will in the future.

Tough one but... life still has to go on.

I think you gonna read this sooner or later. Just wanna say, good luck to your future endeavour.

Monday, November 07, 2011

weewangwang

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OK I’M CRAZY.

5 MORE DAYS PLEASE COME MY LOVELY FRIDAY BABEHHHHH

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Itinerary

Things to do during exam preparation:

1. Study

2. Eat more than usual

3. Irrelevant stuff are SO INTERESTING (eg. stick at the sofa for a so-not-interesting movie, throwing rubbish of the whole house, bath more than twice a day) –.-

4. Uncountable hours of sleep though I have ZERO drowsiness

 

Things to do after exam:

ENTERTAINMENT

Broad definition but thousands of stuff hidden in this word XD

Sad Dog

EXAM CAN U PLEASE FLY AWAY ASAP?! :(

 

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

All about...

 

Ritter Sport!

I have a GREAT affection on chocolates as usual. A sudden temptation INCREASE my urge to buy all of its flavour.

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Their chocolate store in Berlin is AMAZING! A HEAVEN!

 

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The variety of chocolate range which makes me go AWWWW

 

 

In the Ritter Sports merchandise, you can mix your own chocolate! AWWWW

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      Tadah :D

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I’m addicted to Ritter Sports. I wanna go Germany already. LOL

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

thanks to caffeine, i'm widely awake now at 3.30am. with an hour of morning class later -.-

it's now exactly one more month to my last paper! i seriously can't wait for it to end. i'm anticipating for november! :)))

Sunday, October 09, 2011

All time addiction

 

It will rain~

 

Additive music, reflective lyrics. My love :)

Thursday, October 06, 2011

=)

Great starting of October with so many good news. I hope this will last :DDD I'm so excited for the upcoming days. Upcoming months :D

Assignments arr assignments, I'm gonna get rid of you all ASAP.

Finals arr finals, faster come and faster end it. :D

Sunday, October 02, 2011

It flies!

It’s already October. October 2nd. Exactly three months you left. Time flies. =.=

Holidays are over. Exams are coming. I have to start studying soon. But I still have 3 major assignments and one quiz left. ARGH. Why are you torturing me like that my final semester? :(

I have tonnes of tasks awaiting me after my finals. I began to worry for my future. My career. Deep dilemma.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

A Random Trip

Aloha! Ngekkk ;)


Well it's such a random day with my friend and I'm ended up in Metropolitan's computer lab now. Yes, Metropolitan - I'm quite excited actually as I've never been here after years of wandering in Subang. LMAO


Stepping in makes me refresh my memories in Taylor's Business School. The environment here is something like my college. The capacity is not huge and the structure is something like my college. In Taylor's, not to say every passerby is my friend, but somehow I feel the warmth and a one big family when I was studying there. Monash just won't give me such feeling though this is my third year studying there. Out of 100 passerby, only one of them is my friend, or sometimes sadly to say, not even one. Everyone deals with their own tasks and we hardly gather at one place for gossiping, stalking and laughing. Le sigh.

And a random thought, I'm going to end my study life soon. No goals, no plans, no direction. LE SIGH.

 

 

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Good night folks.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

你也永远不了解我为你付出那种伤心。。。

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

...

Today is really a very bad day for me which has a possibility of life threatening @@

Thank God I’m fine now.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Take Turns

Opportunity is less likely to be given twice.

If the period is over, it’ll never turn back to the original situation.

When the timing comes, you can’t stop the unexpected things rushing towards you.

Good day people ;)

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

Cease.

Though the duration is short compared with others like they’ve been together for years and ended it just like that, the pain of mine is compatible with them. Time does not matter, the commitment does.

When God has given me the chance to meet you, I always have this faith that God created this opportunity for a reason. I even had reflections that you’ll be the one for the rest of my life, because there’s this moment, you’ve made me feel like I’m the happiest girl on this earth when I’m with you. And I wanted to spend the rest of my life, with you.

These memories are still so fresh. Refreshing the past, put a silly smile instantly on my face. Of course, tears rolling down at the same time, because I miss all these. You treat LDR as a big issue and you want all these to stop without a signal to me.

Been struggling these 2 months to encounter all these hard times. Giving myself tonnes of excuses, convincing myself that this situation will be fine, as long as I survive till November. And yes, it turned out pretty well because I really did have a strong perception that we’ll figure things out when we meet no matter I get tonnes of objections from everyone. No matter how much tears I’ve accumulated, I strongly believe and I have the faith on you, that me and you do still feel the same. I even hoping for you to change, not being fickle minded, making a real man decision without influential.

BUT, THESE ARE JUST AN ILLUSION.

I’ve done excess on this relationship. Maybe I really acted aggressively and demanding  in your point of view. I’ve done so much because I care. You should be worry if I’m not creating a big deal just to get your attention. I see no effort and respond from you. You feel like falling backwards, I tried so hard to mend it back, it looks like I’m wasting my energy all these while. My hand is forever leaving aside, not clapping with yours.

I know you hate me a lot, because I’m giving you confusion, to grab or to lose this relationship. One side of yours wanted to give up so badly without a SPECIFIC reason till now. One side of yours, you can’t let this go.

To people out there, appreciate who you have now in your life. Life’s short. You won’t know what will happen tomorrow. Enjoy the happy moments with your love ones. Obstacles that occur doesn’t mean that God wants this to stop. It’s to test the bonds between you both to encounter it, and appreciate each other more.

Whatever it is, I’m truly shattered this time. I’m going to lead back my normal life soon. Good day people.

Thursday, September 01, 2011

Memoria

Merdeka Day and I’m tidying my room since ages! Of course, the remembrance of something could put me a smile, unknowingly.

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Every single wish has its specific meaning.

 

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Though it looks physically unattractive, the words beneath it are more than everything

 

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It’s just merely a paperbag, but that carries a specific memory.

 

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Of course, photographs make people smile, refreshing what memories you all have, and starting to miss them.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Complexity

The least you expect something to happen, a reverse situation will appear right in front of you without any warning, any sign.

I am experiencing this. But I never stop the new social cycle to stop. In fact, it’s expanding, pretty fast. Sometimes, I am afraid it will go further too. Which I can’t assure too.

I hope I am rational enough to handle it.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Clarity

 

One assignment to be done this week and I am off to one week of Hari Raya break! :D I’m so desperate for holidays till I misunderstand that Hari Raya week is supposed to be this week :X Luckily I managed to find out my mistake. If not I might over hyper excited till I skip my assignment :X

One more week to go and my curfew is over! I can’t wait to have my night life back. Scrumptious meals or maybe a sip of tea would be so great. :D

 

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No matter how blunt your situation is, there will still be a glow of light to lead you to the next path of wonderful life. Don’t be so pessimistic on everything. Everything, there is a solution. :)

 

Tata

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Dots

no matter what you say, those words won't change my decision.

few more months to have a peace in mind. leave everything aside now and stop making stupid decisions which you think it's absolutely right.

let things flow like the flow of wind and stop creating conflict and hurtful words to worsen things although i know all these are done is to push me away.

chances are given by God. but it depends on how we fully utilise the opportunity to create the ending.

 

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Good day people :)

Friday, August 19, 2011

i'm worried about my eyes @@

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

长痛不如短痛,我听到都厌倦了。

因为这是不容易的过程。

你真的在考我的耐性。因为这句话, 我听了无数次。

我也发火了无数次。

我求你给我平淡的生活,开开心心直到年尾。

不要再提这些会令人的心受到伤害的话。

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Food Paradise

Let the pictures do the talking. Two weeks of great food :D

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And I’m not gaining weight =.=”

Thursday, August 11, 2011

i experienced something personally just now.

and the lesson i got is:

don't wait for something to come. if you want something, strive your best to get it and not just sitting there to wait for fate.

there's a point of no return. when you lose something, that's the time you'll think it's too late.

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

Discovery

I found out something which I myself couldn’t believe it.

I can tell no one because this is something which will ruin your reputation as well as your trustworthiness.

I wish I could tell you it’s bad to continue doing that but I find no where to slip in this topic.

Haiz.

Saturday, August 06, 2011

Today is Saturdayyyy

Assignments lining up. But my mood is just exactly the same as this song. =/

 

Rather than textbooks, these are the best to kill my time. It’s better to read all these on my bed with a chilling environment. Procrastination is feeling great now. ;)

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To enhance the relaxation, a chilled tau fu fa during night with a peaceful mind with some soft music would be great. Awww

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But something is disrupting my peace. I layered my hair. No more equal length hair. No more curls at the bottom. And the hairstylist accidentally chopped off my fringe. Stupid bangs grrrrr =.= I need hairbands and hairclips to survive till it grows. Fml.

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I want my hair to growwwwwwwww. =/

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

Gasp

So many things happened during the day and totally out of my expectation.

I couldn’t ask for more.

The only thing I can say is, Thank You God for the blessing.

And my family.

Of course, my beloved friends.

:)

And, I changed my blogskin! :D

And, I removed my chatbox due to uncountable unknown sources of spamming.

And and and, if you bother to comment, click on COMMENTS to comment! lmao

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

elton john- something about the way you look tonight.

this song will make my tears rolling automatically. even till now.

Monday, August 01, 2011

August is here.

relax

It’s like I was being encircled with all negative chi in the month of July. All the unfavourable energy gave me a strong push which made me gone through a tough and lengthy month. A super long July. Thank God it’s a new month now. I believe all these negative chi will become all positive chi in this coming month! Lol. Optimistic enough TYY.

 

Well to be very frank mathematics is the only thing I am expertise on among all the subjects that I’m taking in my entire life of study. Not to say I’m fantabulous in it, it’s the only criteria I can score. Remember a chapter that we’ve learned before with WHAT IF, ONLY IF, IF AND ONLY IF something like this? Perhaps we can solve in Mathematics well, but it’s hard to determine what will happen if WHAT IF, ONLY IF, IF AND ONLY IF in our life.

What if I never leave Taylor’s?

What if I never go Monash?

What if I never hit the club?

 

Unsolvable questions. It’s destined. There’re wonderful and bitter memories as well in all these WHAT IF situations. I’m hoping for the best of quality of life now. 

 

Hello August!   : )

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Ask for More…

Sometimes life can be that simple. The art of happiness could be created when you see good food! :D

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More…….

 

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AND MORE!

 

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Sometimes admiring the nature’s beauty is a relaxation of mind. This flower is really an impressive achievement by my mother. It’s actually a flowerless plant when she bought it. Somehow her effort of taking care of the plant gave her a miracle of her green thumb. This incident always implying in my mind that nothing is impossible. Lol.

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Sometimes you tend to give yourself hope. Every morning is the beginning of hope. Checking on the phone is the first thing to do in the morning to give yourself hope. Although disappointments are mostly the outcome I get, yet I won’t stop myself from having the little tiny hope. Ok I’m definitely living in denial. Stupid is the best word to describe me now.

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Sometimes life can’t be as that simple as you thought. Just like now, I’m in a deep dilemma whether I should keep my hair long or cut it shorter. LOL.

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TIll here.

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
Oh, it tears me up….

Monday, July 25, 2011

Round and Round…

Maybe I look absolutely normal in my outer appearance without showing any signs of sobbing and telling everyone I am fine I will be strong I am comfortable now.

Yes maybe during daytime keeping myself occupied I tend to take things not as tense as usual. However the situation is a total contrast when the day is getting dark when I start to refresh our past.

Frustration occurs when the person you can have a shoulder to rely on is miles away from you.

I miss our life… Le sigh.

Hopefully Uni life will keep me even more occupied so that I am able to follow the flow.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Tik Tok

Time is running fast and I am going to start my final semester of my uni life (HOPEFULLY IT’S MY FINAL ONE) this week. I am getting rid of my study life SOON =)

I had a great talk with my friend last Friday night at my poolside. Everyone loves to kill their time at my poolside as well perhaps it’s an ideal place to have conversations.

Her words really gave me a strike in mind - 珍惜眼前人。

The past will be a reminiscence. The future? We can’t foresee that. So the most important thing is our present life now.

Always ask yourself a question: Why God gave the opportunity for us to meet?

Always stick this question into your mind when you met someone you really care for.

Always appreciate what you have now.

Never make a decision that will make yourself regret.

As we will not know what will happen tomorrow. So why worry? Live your life to the fullest now is the most important thing now.

Good day =)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Yesterday.

2008 once the song struck into my mind, I instantly fall for it.

Now, 2011, I’m still in love with this song. This time it’s slightly different. I’ve placed my soul into the song. Feeling it. Quietly.

 

Monday, July 18, 2011

you just love to think too much. OVERTHINKING.

overthinking will lead to psycho do you know that?

you’re such an idiot asshole. BURRR.

life is fine now i don’t know why you just love to create conflicts.

i guess you’re just too free. =.=

Friday, July 15, 2011

contradiction

hmm, first time blogging using my phone.

firstly, life is like going through a circle. what goes around, comes around. there's nothing specifially which is meant to be right or wrong. as we are growing, we're changing, adapting ourselves to different topics with different people from all walks of life.

and so, i am adapting my life now. life is such a contradiction. you want to solve something, once it's done, you're doubting and thousands of image flying into the mind whether the decision is right or wrong. and u started to regret.

but i know something. if you want something. there is a cost. so, in order to see whether the cost is big, let time prove everything.

good day folks.

Saturday, July 09, 2011

Heh

Giver is always better than taker.

If you think you could create happiness, what is wrong in giving?

A simple thing could make me happy.

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.  -Phyllis Diller

smile

Good day people =)

Thursday, July 07, 2011

There’s no single day my brain is without you.

I really don’t know is this the best decision…

I seriously wonder why we need to make this decision to make both parties suffer…

I’m starting to doubt.

FML.

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

A Peace in Mind.

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Hearing the sound of the depth of the water, I just want to keep quiet and let my brain go blank for a moment. Hypnotizing myself.

 

 

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Of course, a good companion.

 

 

 

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Sun tanning is great.  I’m able to find the inner peace while having some emotional music. That makes me refreshing everything. Causing me shedding tears. Although TIME has only 4 alphabets, it takes more than 26 alphabets to go through the memories.

 

Good day people.

Sunday, July 03, 2011

Babehhhh

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Do I sound ridiculous if I drive all the way to a beach because I wanna lie down on the sand? I guess I am doing that soon. Wheeeee beach wait for me! XD

Friday, July 01, 2011

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This is the second time. I never thought of mend it back because I believe if there is first and second time, there must be the third time. Perhaps this is the best solution for the both. I did force myself to cry but I failed. I strongly believe that, I’m too tired of all these.

When I was in anger during the decision, all those negative thoughts flushing into my mind. Thinking you’re just treating me as a fool an experiment a toy.

When I’m slightly chill like now, I have a clearer picture in my mind. I chose to believe my instinct. Not to say that I’m 100% understanding you, but girls’ sixth sense cannot be neglected as well. After analysing all the conversations we had, I truly think you did a very tough decision too. You didn’t want me to suffer for a long period. You think by tighten me down it’s a selfish attitude. You didn’t want us to commit into a relationship for nothing in return. Because one word, you CARE.

No matter how harsh your words are, no matter how wrong our timing is, no matter how the decision will affect us, I hope time will heal.  I also believe, the way you express yourself to me, the main factor is you want me to let you go firmly.

Everyone out there will be thinking how stupid am I by siding you though how wrong you express yourself to me, again, I’m the one who had communicated with you these few months, day and night. I somehow, thinking, what you did, is to protect me. If you think we’ll definitely suffer in these 2 years, holding back is the best, I respect you.

Nobody knows what will happen in these upcoming years. We still have a super long pathway to go. If we’re meant to be together, perhaps these two years will be the time to test our fate. We just have to follow what God has planned for us. If we’re just not right for each other, dream will be the best word to describe our fairy tale. 

Till here.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Bang

I can foresee that my July will be a super draggy lengthy crawling month (Ignoring the facts that results will be out on the 2nd week of July).

I wish that I could be more optimistic telling myself YES I WILL PASS all the subjects this semester. But there is this lousy subject where everyone thinks it’s not as hard as I thought with cheat sheets during examination, causing the obstruction for me to confidently say YES I WILL DEFINITELY PASS ALL. The only thing I can do now is to pray hard. My luck. My faith. Oh Gosh.

Girls are all fickle minded. VERY. The very moment you agree with something, the next moment you’ll have different perception. I am one of them. I chose a harder pathway for myself. Perhaps this is fated and I have to survive in it.

Another thing, I miss my long hair all of a sudden. The thing is, I got the urge to cut my hair even shorter yesterday. I’m just so so so fickle!

 

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I miss my long hair =(

Sunday, June 19, 2011

:)

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A super old picture. I know I’m super random. I’m just missing her badly. Lol.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Pheewwiit.

Happiness is to be found, it’s not there readily for you if you want it.  If you found yours, why still doubting?

We are seldom happy with what we have now because everyone is bonded with the greediness perception. However if we lose something, that’s the time we’ll break into pieces. So, learn to appreciate.

I hope the happiness within my boundary now will stay and never leave.  : )

Till here.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Time Stops

I’m definitely lying if I say I’m totally fine now.

When I roll on my bed, the first thing is the nerves that trigger my tears.

That is why I hate hitting on my bed because that only brings tears but not a good sleep.

Not only my bed, if I’m alone, every second I will do is to flood my eyes with tears. Even now.

I’m so sorry to my mum for sharing this burden with me, worrying me day and night where it’s totally none of her fault, none of her responsibility, none of her business.

I wish I can finish my final paper, which is on Monday as soon as possible so that I will spend the rest of my holiday to heal this scar.

I’m so tired of all these pain and sadness.

Till then.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

The Road Not Taken

Words are the best expressing myself when I have no other better ways to deal with it.

The second time, the second time happening when I’m having my finals. Why is this happening on me at this timing EVERYTIME.

Sleepness night, lost of concentration, bad headache, you name it.

Never do something which you will regret, which I did, for my entire life. This is why I’m trying so hard not letting myself to go through this regret process this time. Eventually it fails. Miserably. Not myself, the other party does make this happening.

I hope this will be the best solution. Life is fragile, we won’t know what will even happen tomorrow. If everything has to be calculated and predicted, what is life.

Till here.

Tuesday, June 07, 2011

Stresssssssssss!

 

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My stress level >100%

Adrenaline secretion in my body is pumped to my brain for late night + last minute study. Other not-so-important body function such as my menstrual cycle is malfunctioned.

PMS + delay in period + exam stress = DYING.

I can’t wait for my last paper which is on the 20th. (I have not even started my first paper, which will be tomorrow).

Good luck folks for exam!

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Express.

Sometimes I talk without the conscious I will hurt your feelings.

Sometimes I express myself in whatever way I like without thinking  how you feel. 

Sometimes  I wonder why  am I asking stupid questions over and over again without the knowledge that this will lead to misunderstandings.

I didn’t know whatever I said is so important to you.

I didn’t know my words could hurt you so much,

I didn’t know I’ve got no direction seeing the tears.

I wonder why am I still doubting myself and hurting each other when we mean so important to each other.

I know you sacrifice a lot to make things work out. So do I. Because we care.

The pass, just let it be.

For now, stop having any silly thoughts and treasure the moment we have now.

If the time is back to the beginning, I would say I never regret on whatever decision I’ve made.

I want this to stay.

I know you’re reading this.

To you, my dearest LZS.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

I have to.

excel pass all my papers this semester. I can’t afford to lose in my studies. I can’t afford to extend for another year. I can’t afford the time lag, I can’t afford to waste unnecessary money.  Yes, I can’t lose. I’m just another kiasu fella.

After all the distractions, I shall turn my study mode on and start revising for my finals.

Life is good after all :)

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Brief One.

I tend to give advices to my friends when they’re in need. However when situation really happens on myself, I’m blunt enough.

Things happen unexpectedly on this beginning half of 2011. Went to an unexpected place which I forever saying NO to all my friends, meeting someone unexpectedly and things just happened unexpectedly.

I would say that I have an unexpectedly wonderful outcome after going through so many UNEXPECTED scenarios. :)

I just can’t wait for my exams to over (where I have not even start studying) and live my life to the fullest with my friends and the love ones. :)

Shall finish up my last assignment now and start revising for my finals in order for me to start dreaming LOL.

Tata :)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I totally lost my concentration today after making a step yesterday night which I thought situation will be fine.

I overestimated my ability.

I underestimated my feelings.

I hope I am just thinking too much.

I hope we’re not that fragile.

I totally care. I don’t know since when.

I hope things will get better as you are important to me.

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Mantra

Living in such complication.

I hope time can prove everything.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Earth Hour

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Earth Hour from 8.30pm to 9,30 pm. Means all electricity should be off.

I really wonder are we helping much and contributing a tiny favour to the Earth?

Does that one hour manage to dig the awareness of the public and will everyone practise the same action after this annual event by reducing the consumption of electricity on other usual days? Hmmm.

Apparently it failed as I just had my air-cond and lights on. LOL,

Good day. :)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

A Tiny Update

Let me start with something typical. Hello world how are you people it’s been long I’m sorry for abandoning my blog I know you guys must be pissing off when clicking my link with no updates I promise I will update soon which are all lies LOL.

Allow me to do some basic brief updates on my life. Final year of Uni life is getting harder syllabus are getting ridiculously boring motivation in study is lacking slacking in studies and housework are shooting up incredibly!

Finally, let me give you all some proof that I'm still existing in this world LOL.

DSC03360 The Supermoon on last Saturday. It was inevitably brighter than usual. But the size is still as usual from my view.

 

 

I’m extremely addicted to Japanese food IDK why. Will consume as much as possible before the supply of food from Japanese ceases LOL X)

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Heh :P Lastly, tyy :D. Ignore the pale swollen huge eye bags & face. Seldom camwhore as I’ve grown? LOL. Till then!

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Rubbing Eyes

It’s not easy for me to find someone whom I can totally rely on.

Those significant ones, I guess fate didn’t grant us a smooth pathway.

Those who are not the ideal one, I’m sorry for not committing anything.

I’m tired….

Thursday, February 17, 2011

The Day

I’m great at hiding emotions at times and I don’t think I have the need to be an attention seeker. Getting consoles and hugs. Eventually I failed this time – miserably. For those who know what is happening, sorry for being selfish and making you all feeling what I’m encountering. I just can’t wait Uni to reopen now to keep me occupied. My friends, i miss every single one of you. =(

 

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Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Wonderful Day

Once in a blue moon, I’m home today after I’ve quit my job last month. So my day started off with a bowl of pork noodle while catching up with my old long time series that I’ve abandoned for ages. In the middle of my leisure, my TV suddenly shut down automatically and wonderfully, my whole block of condominium got no electricity from 12 30 till 5 evening.

No TV, no internet, handphone got extremely low battery, can’t sleep, can’t bathe. Plus I was lazy to get out from my house. I tried my best diving into my bed with all my windows open wide wide. Amazingly, it rained in the next 10 minutes. I’ve to shut all my windows and got myself up sitting in my living room dreaming alone.

Abdominal pain and realised I’m having the monthly cycle. Forced myself showering under the freezing cold water which I hardly bear with it. Wonderful. =X

Sunday, February 13, 2011

It Ends Here Now

Switched on my old laptop and wanted to do something else and I randomly clicked on the chat logs we had 2 years ago. I feel the pain. I never thought I will feel the same way just like I did 2 years back. Itchy hand breaks my heart. In fact I have never regret, and never will the times we had before. Fortunately, I’m glad that we are still friends and that will be good for both of us kthxbye.

Monday, February 07, 2011

The Rabbit Year

It’s Spring…..

DSC03989 Flowers blooming…….

 

 

DSC03903 Oriental decorations around…

 

 

 

DSC03963 Reunion dinner………

 

 

 

DSC03978 Red nails…… :P

 

 

 

168308_495275733442_643878442_6219215_1553580_n The tradition that will never fade- visiting..….

 

 

 

179037_495275848442_643878442_6219217_8151163_nThe more the merrier……

 

 

 

180180_495438233442_643878442_6221621_6054133_n Gatherings….

 

 

 

DSC04016  Loving them…….

 

 

 

DSC03179Wish all of you having a great CNY.   =)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

The Reason…

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I feel blessed. Once again, thank you for making my day people. =)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

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i'm blessed. =)
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XOXO

Monday, January 17, 2011

Teehee

Good morning folks! This isn't a joke that I am blogging here as early as 8. I am one of the few people in the office at this hour. Today is going to be my 2nd last day of work and I just can't wait for it to over due to lack of enjoyment during my long term break since November last year.
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Working definitely gives me a light leading me to another path of my life. Wearing formal isn't as hard as I thought previously and I began to feel myself looking smart with it. =X Of course, I've gone through a deeper meaning of responsibility with the task I was given. Especially working in a bank. A single detail is just mere important and a tiny decision will lead to a huge consequences. A single mistake will let the whole team down.
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Forget the formality and back to the reality. I've made some really good friends and they're just wonderful. They will never say no by just helping out in everything. The jokes, dirty secrets, juicy gossips. Those are the things that I will never forget.
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I guess I will appereciate my last 2 days in Standard Chartered.
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Good day people :D

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

The Final.

Hello. Happy New Year? 12th day from the 1st. It’s never too late to say that I hope! =)

New Year should begin with something fresh and juicy. This post is just a total contrary. I will start with something outdated memorable.

Loh Lai Kuen’s & Foo Mei Wan’s big twenty, which wrapped up the final amount of the adulthood in our gang last year @The Italianese, The Gardens Mid Valley.

 

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Foo Mei Wan & Loh Lai Kuen

Spotted the awesome spectacles? Those are the hard work by the planners.  Their sweat and blood that shaped the wires into words. Tough one. Impressive and made the girls looking gorgeous that night. =)

 

 

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Okay, in order to make the birthday girls outstanding, we need to look geeky. The picture explains it? lol

 

 

155531_1600074715225_1036763398_31466270_173403_nAnother significant thing, spot the dresscode? Yes 3 of us wearing the same top. We didn’t buy the top just for that night of course.  We had it last time for some other purpose which I am lazy to elaborate :P We were the center of attraction as the shoppers might be thinking we’re insane when we’re walking together. Seriously. I saw STARESSS around that night =.=”

 

 

35634_464530078442_643878442_5734076_4681410_n Them with one of the main role of the day.

 

 

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And me with them :D

 

 

58025_1600063154936_1036763398_31466241_5216357_n Lovely cake. I’ll prove it to you all

 

 

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See. And that was just within 10 minutes I doubt? LOL

 

 

154862_464529633442_643878442_5734063_8013447_n A big thank you to these wai sek people ;)

 

 

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Spotted the most normal person in this picture? Hint: the one showing peace sign. Others are insane. LMAO. Love this picture a lot though

 

 

155364_464528838442_643878442_5734042_3818004_n Finally, the group picture of the night. With the specs on.

 

65397_464528918442_643878442_5734044_2859170_n The 10 of us. A decent, pleasant and harmony group photo to end this post

 

Signing off, tyy =)