I’m definitely lying if I say I’m totally fine now.
When I roll on my bed, the first thing is the nerves that trigger my tears.
That is why I hate hitting on my bed because that only brings tears but not a good sleep.
Not only my bed, if I’m alone, every second I will do is to flood my eyes with tears. Even now.
I’m so sorry to my mum for sharing this burden with me, worrying me day and night where it’s totally none of her fault, none of her responsibility, none of her business.
I wish I can finish my final paper, which is on Monday as soon as possible so that I will spend the rest of my holiday to heal this scar.
I’m so tired of all these pain and sadness.
Till then.
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