Ask for More…

Sometimes life can be that simple. The art of happiness could be created when you see good food! :D

 

More…….

 

 

AND MORE!

 

 

Sometimes admiring the nature’s beauty is a relaxation of mind. This flower is really an impressive achievement by my mother. It’s actually a flowerless plant when she bought it. Somehow her effort of taking care of the plant gave her a miracle of her green thumb. This incident always implying in my mind that nothing is impossible. Lol.

 

Sometimes you tend to give yourself hope. Every morning is the beginning of hope. Checking on the phone is the first thing to do in the morning to give yourself hope. Although disappointments are mostly the outcome I get, yet I won’t stop myself from having the little tiny hope. Ok I’m definitely living in denial. Stupid is the best word to describe me now.

 

Sometimes life can’t be as that simple as you thought. Just like now, I’m in a deep dilemma whether I should keep my hair long or cut it shorter. LOL.

 

TIll here.

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
Oh, it tears me up….

Round and Round…

Maybe I look absolutely normal in my outer appearance without showing any signs of sobbing and telling everyone I am fine I will be strong I am comfortable now.

Yes maybe during daytime keeping myself occupied I tend to take things not as tense as usual. However the situation is a total contrast when the day is getting dark when I start to refresh our past.

Frustration occurs when the person you can have a shoulder to rely on is miles away from you.

I miss our life… Le sigh.

Hopefully Uni life will keep me even more occupied so that I am able to follow the flow.

Tik Tok

Time is running fast and I am going to start my final semester of my uni life (HOPEFULLY IT’S MY FINAL ONE) this week. I am getting rid of my study life SOON =)

I had a great talk with my friend last Friday night at my poolside. Everyone loves to kill their time at my poolside as well perhaps it’s an ideal place to have conversations.

Her words really gave me a strike in mind - 珍惜眼前人。

The past will be a reminiscence. The future? We can’t foresee that. So the most important thing is our present life now.

Always ask yourself a question: Why God gave the opportunity for us to meet?

Always stick this question into your mind when you met someone you really care for.

Always appreciate what you have now.

Never make a decision that will make yourself regret.

As we will not know what will happen tomorrow. So why worry? Live your life to the fullest now is the most important thing now.

Good day =)

Yesterday.

2008 once the song struck into my mind, I instantly fall for it.

Now, 2011, I’m still in love with this song. This time it’s slightly different. I’ve placed my soul into the song. Feeling it. Quietly.

 

you just love to think too much. OVERTHINKING.

overthinking will lead to psycho do you know that?

you’re such an idiot asshole. BURRR.

life is fine now i don’t know why you just love to create conflicts.

i guess you’re just too free. =.=

contradiction

hmm, first time blogging using my phone.

firstly, life is like going through a circle. what goes around, comes around. there's nothing specifially which is meant to be right or wrong. as we are growing, we're changing, adapting ourselves to different topics with different people from all walks of life.

and so, i am adapting my life now. life is such a contradiction. you want to solve something, once it's done, you're doubting and thousands of image flying into the mind whether the decision is right or wrong. and u started to regret.

but i know something. if you want something. there is a cost. so, in order to see whether the cost is big, let time prove everything.

good day folks.

Heh

Giver is always better than taker.

If you think you could create happiness, what is wrong in giving?

A simple thing could make me happy.

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.  -Phyllis Diller

Good day people =)

There’s no single day my brain is without you.

I really don’t know is this the best decision…

I seriously wonder why we need to make this decision to make both parties suffer…

I’m starting to doubt.

FML.

A Peace in Mind.

Hearing the sound of the depth of the water, I just want to keep quiet and let my brain go blank for a moment. Hypnotizing myself.

 

 

Of course, a good companion.

 

 

 

Sun tanning is great.  I’m able to find the inner peace while having some emotional music. That makes me refreshing everything. Causing me shedding tears. Although TIME has only 4 alphabets, it takes more than 26 alphabets to go through the memories.

 

Good day people.

Babehhhh

Do I sound ridiculous if I drive all the way to a beach because I wanna lie down on the sand? I guess I am doing that soon. Wheeeee beach wait for me! XD

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This is the second time. I never thought of mend it back because I believe if there is first and second time, there must be the third time. Perhaps this is the best solution for the both. I did force myself to cry but I failed. I strongly believe that, I’m too tired of all these.

When I was in anger during the decision, all those negative thoughts flushing into my mind. Thinking you’re just treating me as a fool an experiment a toy.

When I’m slightly chill like now, I have a clearer picture in my mind. I chose to believe my instinct. Not to say that I’m 100% understanding you, but girls’ sixth sense cannot be neglected as well. After analysing all the conversations we had, I truly think you did a very tough decision too. You didn’t want me to suffer for a long period. You think by tighten me down it’s a selfish attitude. You didn’t want us to commit into a relationship for nothing in return. Because one word, you CARE.

No matter how harsh your words are, no matter how wrong our timing is, no matter how the decision will affect us, I hope time will heal.  I also believe, the way you express yourself to me, the main factor is you want me to let you go firmly.

Everyone out there will be thinking how stupid am I by siding you though how wrong you express yourself to me, again, I’m the one who had communicated with you these few months, day and night. I somehow, thinking, what you did, is to protect me. If you think we’ll definitely suffer in these 2 years, holding back is the best, I respect you.

Nobody knows what will happen in these upcoming years. We still have a super long pathway to go. If we’re meant to be together, perhaps these two years will be the time to test our fate. We just have to follow what God has planned for us. If we’re just not right for each other, dream will be the best word to describe our fairy tale. 

Till here.