Weeks of midnight early morning studies, days of sleepless nights, side effects of tension, it’s has reached THE END. :)))
Praying hard that I will never ever need to flip all these books again. Please let me go through this.
Just checked the allocation of my timetable. First lecture class is on the 19th July. Less than a month of break. Eww. Live my life to the fullest! Plans plans plans! :)
Will be back soon. Going to lead my life to the fullest starting from tomorrow! Wheeeeeee
Last Saturday, Foong Ping Ping’s aka Fei Po Ping’s big 20 @ Full House, Sunway Pyramid. 11 years of friendship already la! When will we be having our 11th anniversary celebration? XD
The Birthday Girl with my boy boy :P Damn cute la he.
The TEN
Sunday, did some visiting whole day and ended up dinner at Telok Gong. My weekends just gone like that and my first paper was on Monday, damn great la me.
Ended up a sleepless night before my first paper began. Right after my paper, I felt so useless that I didn’t sleep at all due to this subject. No matter how hard I memorized all the facts, no matter how hard I tried practicing my Excel, no matter how many cups of Nescafe I had, no matter how bad my skin condition due to this subject, I failed to conquer it. I’m stupid. Monash makes me feel useless. Whole Monday emo and doing nothing. Hopefully, I can pass.
2 papers down, 2 more to go. 1st paper GG. 2nd paper is passable. No joke on 2nd year papers, they are volatile, flammable, highly dangerous. Don’t play around with them or else we will get hurt badly with the negative side effects. :(
Shall resume soon. Tata! :)
Before EVERY new semester starts, I will always tell myself that I have to pay attention on lectures, do tutorials and revise every subject frequently ( I have great motivation and initiative on thinking to do it).
Before EVERY final exams begin, I will always ask myself why I fail to accomplish all these things (Time flies and due to stress and hectic routine and tiredness and never ending excuses).
Whenever I start studying for my final exams, it’s like the process of studying from A to Z. No recalling process as I’ve no idea what those subjects are all about. =.= Absent-minded or dreaming during the teaching process I can’t figure it out too. =.=
I just want 24th of June to come. This semester is really… very stressful.
Lastly. I HATE EXCEL SOLVER
Oh ya, really lastly, all the best to whoever who will be having their finals too. (=
It’s already Wednesday. Less than 2 weeks to my finals. FML to the max.
I’ve been dragging like a tortoise to cover up 1 subject – 1 week? 4 subjects in total and the duration I needed in actual is 1 month? So I’m falling behind? I definitely couldn’t finish up my syllabus thoroughly and confidently? FML to the max.
I never had such feeling before in my previous big assessments. Very pressure like various sizes of stones putting tension on my brain. Very very stressed up. I have such stupidity that I will count how many pages of that Chapter containing as well as for my lecture slides before studying. However, It’s like a never ending chapter for all my subjects. FML to the max.
Always telling myself that I will have time to study. Procrastination kills. I only managed to study maximum 3 chapters in a day. I’ve been feeding myself to caffeine every single night just to stay awake. There was one day I felt tired right after my coffee ( too dependant on it and becomes immune to it?) FML to the max.
Recalling what I’ve studied is even more torturing especially when I failed to mention out to myself what I’ve learned and what I’ve memorized. FML to the max.
Peer pressure is another fact that caused to my moodiness. Seeing my friends studying with brains and full of logical facts, le sigh. FML to the max.
People with stress will find a way to release it. Crying? Emoing? etc. I can’t cry. I failed to be a emo kid when comes to studies. I couldn’t fall asleep for 2 nights straight due to worries. Driving to Uni early in the morning will my blurry eyes. Got honks and there’s even 1 day I had a super 99 lecture by a traffic police while I was using phone during driving. FML to the max.
This is the life of 2nd year degree student. FML.
