Express.

Sometimes I talk without the conscious I will hurt your feelings.

Sometimes I express myself in whatever way I like without thinking  how you feel. 

Sometimes  I wonder why  am I asking stupid questions over and over again without the knowledge that this will lead to misunderstandings.

I didn’t know whatever I said is so important to you.

I didn’t know my words could hurt you so much,

I didn’t know I’ve got no direction seeing the tears.

I wonder why am I still doubting myself and hurting each other when we mean so important to each other.

I know you sacrifice a lot to make things work out. So do I. Because we care.

The pass, just let it be.

For now, stop having any silly thoughts and treasure the moment we have now.

If the time is back to the beginning, I would say I never regret on whatever decision I’ve made.

I want this to stay.

I know you’re reading this.

To you, my dearest LZS.

I have to.

excel pass all my papers this semester. I can’t afford to lose in my studies. I can’t afford to extend for another year. I can’t afford the time lag, I can’t afford to waste unnecessary money.  Yes, I can’t lose. I’m just another kiasu fella.

After all the distractions, I shall turn my study mode on and start revising for my finals.

Life is good after all :)

Brief One.

I tend to give advices to my friends when they’re in need. However when situation really happens on myself, I’m blunt enough.

Things happen unexpectedly on this beginning half of 2011. Went to an unexpected place which I forever saying NO to all my friends, meeting someone unexpectedly and things just happened unexpectedly.

I would say that I have an unexpectedly wonderful outcome after going through so many UNEXPECTED scenarios. :)

I just can’t wait for my exams to over (where I have not even start studying) and live my life to the fullest with my friends and the love ones. :)

Shall finish up my last assignment now and start revising for my finals in order for me to start dreaming LOL.

Tata :)

…

I totally lost my concentration today after making a step yesterday night which I thought situation will be fine.

I overestimated my ability.

I underestimated my feelings.

I hope I am just thinking too much.

I hope we’re not that fragile.

I totally care. I don’t know since when.

I hope things will get better as you are important to me.

Mantra

Living in such complication.

I hope time can prove everything.

Earth Hour

260311.

Earth Hour from 8.30pm to 9,30 pm. Means all electricity should be off.

I really wonder are we helping much and contributing a tiny favour to the Earth?

Does that one hour manage to dig the awareness of the public and will everyone practise the same action after this annual event by reducing the consumption of electricity on other usual days? Hmmm.

Apparently it failed as I just had my air-cond and lights on. LOL,

Good day. :)

A Tiny Update

Let me start with something typical. Hello world how are you people it’s been long I’m sorry for abandoning my blog I know you guys must be pissing off when clicking my link with no updates I promise I will update soon which are all lies LOL.

Allow me to do some basic brief updates on my life. Final year of Uni life is getting harder syllabus are getting ridiculously boring motivation in study is lacking slacking in studies and housework are shooting up incredibly!

Finally, let me give you all some proof that I'm still existing in this world LOL.

The Supermoon on last Saturday. It was inevitably brighter than usual. But the size is still as usual from my view.

 

 

I’m extremely addicted to Japanese food IDK why. Will consume as much as possible before the supply of food from Japanese ceases LOL X)

 

 

 

 

Heh :P Lastly, tyy :D. Ignore the pale swollen huge eye bags & face. Seldom camwhore as I’ve grown? LOL. Till then!

Rubbing Eyes

It’s not easy for me to find someone whom I can totally rely on.

Those significant ones, I guess fate didn’t grant us a smooth pathway.

Those who are not the ideal one, I’m sorry for not committing anything.

I’m tired….

The Day

I’m great at hiding emotions at times and I don’t think I have the need to be an attention seeker. Getting consoles and hugs. Eventually I failed this time – miserably. For those who know what is happening, sorry for being selfish and making you all feeling what I’m encountering. I just can’t wait Uni to reopen now to keep me occupied. My friends, i miss every single one of you. =(

 

Wonderful Day

Once in a blue moon, I’m home today after I’ve quit my job last month. So my day started off with a bowl of pork noodle while catching up with my old long time series that I’ve abandoned for ages. In the middle of my leisure, my TV suddenly shut down automatically and wonderfully, my whole block of condominium got no electricity from 12 30 till 5 evening.

No TV, no internet, handphone got extremely low battery, can’t sleep, can’t bathe. Plus I was lazy to get out from my house. I tried my best diving into my bed with all my windows open wide wide. Amazingly, it rained in the next 10 minutes. I’ve to shut all my windows and got myself up sitting in my living room dreaming alone.

Abdominal pain and realised I’m having the monthly cycle. Forced myself showering under the freezing cold water which I hardly bear with it. Wonderful. =X

It Ends Here Now

Switched on my old laptop and wanted to do something else and I randomly clicked on the chat logs we had 2 years ago. I feel the pain. I never thought I will feel the same way just like I did 2 years back. Itchy hand breaks my heart. In fact I have never regret, and never will the times we had before. Fortunately, I’m glad that we are still friends and that will be good for both of us kthxbye.

The Rabbit Year

It’s Spring…..

Flowers blooming…….

 

 

Oriental decorations around…

 

 

 

Reunion dinner………

 

 

 

Red nails…… :P

 

 

 

The tradition that will never fade- visiting..….

 

 

 

The more the merrier……

 

 

 

Gatherings….

 

 

 

  Loving them…….

 

 

 

Wish all of you having a great CNY.   =)