Thursday, June 24, 2010

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

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Weeks of midnight early morning studies, days of sleepless nights, side effects of tension, it’s has reached THE END. :)))

 

DSC02699 Praying hard that I will never ever need to flip all these books again. Please let me go through this.

 

Just checked the allocation of my timetable. First lecture class is on the 19th July. Less than a month of break. Eww. Live my life to the fullest! Plans plans plans! :)

 

Will be back soon. Going to lead my life to the fullest starting from tomorrow! Wheeeeeee

Friday, June 18, 2010

1 week has elapsed

Last Saturday, Foong Ping Ping’s aka Fei Po Ping’s big 20 @ Full House, Sunway Pyramid. 11 years of friendship already la! When will we be having our 11th anniversary celebration? XD

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The Birthday Girl with my boy boy :P Damn cute la he.

 

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The TEN

 

Sunday, did some visiting whole day and ended up dinner at Telok Gong. My weekends just gone like that and my first paper was on Monday, damn great la me.

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Ended up a sleepless night before my first paper began. Right after my paper, I felt so useless that I didn’t sleep at all due to this subject. No matter how hard I memorized all the facts, no matter how hard I tried practicing my Excel, no matter how many cups of Nescafe I had, no matter how bad my skin condition due to this subject, I failed to conquer it. I’m stupid. Monash makes me feel useless. Whole Monday emo and doing nothing. Hopefully, I can pass.

 

2 papers down, 2 more to go. 1st paper GG. 2nd paper is passable. No joke on 2nd year papers, they are volatile, flammable, highly dangerous. Don’t play around with them or else we will get hurt badly with the negative side effects. :(

 

Shall resume soon. Tata! :)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Ihateyou

Before EVERY new semester starts, I will always tell myself that I have to pay attention on lectures, do tutorials and revise every subject frequently ( I have great motivation and initiative on thinking to do it). 

Before EVERY final exams begin, I will always ask myself why I fail to accomplish all these things (Time flies and due to stress and hectic routine and tiredness and never ending excuses).

Whenever I start studying for my final exams, it’s like the process of studying from A to Z. No recalling process as I’ve no idea what those subjects are all about. =.= Absent-minded or dreaming during the teaching process I can’t figure it out too. =.=

I just want 24th of June to come. This semester is really… very stressful.

Lastly. I HATE EXCEL SOLVER

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Oh ya, really lastly, all the best to whoever who will be having their finals too. (=

Saturday, June 05, 2010

Give me bright light.

A very stressed up moment,

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This made me smile :)

 

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Good day.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Pre Exam Symptoms

It’s already Wednesday. Less than 2 weeks to my finals. FML to the max.

I’ve been dragging like a tortoise to cover up 1 subject – 1 week? 4 subjects in total and the duration I needed in actual is 1 month? So I’m falling behind? I definitely couldn’t finish up my syllabus thoroughly and confidently? FML to the max.

I never had such feeling before in my previous big assessments. Very pressure like various sizes of stones putting tension on my brain. Very very stressed up. I have such stupidity that I will count how many pages of that Chapter containing as well as for my lecture slides before studying. However, It’s like a never ending chapter for all my subjects. FML to the max.

Always telling myself that I will have time to study. Procrastination kills. I only managed to study maximum 3 chapters in a day. I’ve been feeding myself to caffeine every single night just to stay awake. There was one day I felt tired right after my coffee ( too dependant on it and becomes immune to it?) FML to the max.

Recalling what I’ve studied is even more torturing especially when I failed to mention out to myself what I’ve learned and what I’ve memorized.  FML to the max.

Peer pressure is another fact that caused to my moodiness. Seeing my friends studying with brains and full of logical facts, le sigh. FML to the max.

People with stress will find a way to release it. Crying? Emoing? etc. I can’t cry. I failed to be a emo kid when comes to studies.  I couldn’t fall asleep for 2 nights straight due to worries. Driving to Uni early in the morning will my blurry eyes. Got honks and there’s even 1 day I had a super 99 lecture by a traffic police while I was using phone during driving. FML to the max.

This is the life of 2nd year degree student. FML.

Monday, May 31, 2010

ON

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THE

studious look,

swollen eyes,

dark circles,

messy hair-do,

nerdy smart-looking specs  

Will remain till my finals reach to an end. Nerd mode: ON.

Friday, May 28, 2010

No life!

Giving excuse to myself to procrastinate in my studies here. So updates!

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One of the contributors to my fatness – Tiramisu by my aunty  ♥

 

Sunday, I received a text from this girl. Asking me to accompany here for a haircut and in return she would be giving me juicy gossips in return. So without hesitating, I went for the offer.

 

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The hairstylist talked non stop =.=

 

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Wanted to trim my fringe initially but they charge 10 bucks just for the trimming. I find it quite costly so I got nothing better to do within that half and hour besides reading magazines. So yea. :P Optical illusion I have long legs! :P

 

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Besides updating each other what has happened in the uni, we actually tried out these long dresses as the birthday present for another friend of us. It’s just so not my style and I looked horrible. I rmb someone warned me that  NEVER WEAR THIS in the public =(

 

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Flash back the memories – 2 yrs back, we were posing in front of here. Now, we’re still at the same spot! The house of this girl is my comfort zone - sleeping doing tutorials when we have long breaks :P

 

 

29929_392731988442_643878442_4238435_3220115_n The twins who are finally same age as me. They are just getting… identical. LOL. Ok I’m talking nonsense since they’re TWINS. But seriously, I can hardly find a spot which differentiates them now unlike before,  all of us can easily differentiate them.

 

 

29929_392731923442_643878442_4238425_6953762_n At TGIF, The Gardens. The fatty in the middle. LE SIGH

 

29929_392732003442_643878442_4238437_4000288_n The 10 of us.

 

 

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Less than 2 weeks. I only have less than 2 weeks to finish all my studies. The fact is that, I’m just at my 1st subject out of 4. FML. Anyway, showing the peace sign, PEACE to all of you. =) I’m pretty sure most of the people I know are leading a PEACEful life now with NO LIFE :P Tata!

Monday, May 24, 2010

Can we pretend…

 

that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars….

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

 

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Wish to get over with my finals ASAP. I can’t wait! (But the thing is, I haven’t really started studying, FML)

Saturday, May 22, 2010

As Always :)

The main contributors to the horizontal growth on my face and arms:

 

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Can you all please believe that I’m actually 48kg now? I think I’m gonna reach 50kg pretty soon. LE SIGH.

 

 

Yesterday, took the car for a snow wash. I behaved like a 5 yr old kid – was excited throughout the whole process LOL. 

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The next moment, I was forced to behave like an adult – the car went into the workshop as there’re nails in each of my 3 tyres. ZZZ. A foul play or just an accident? =.= Each of the nails was about 2 inches long. wtf.DSC00546

 

 

The next moment while jamming back to my house, a Proton Wira was dead in the halfway of the road and 4 females were trying their best to push the car. I actually laughed at them and they gave me back a stare =.= Aiyo I didn’t mean to laugh. It’s just uncontrollable to see something happening which was similar to my fate on the same day. :P

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2 weeks of Hong Kong series mid semester tests which led me to have super huge & dark circles around my  eyes as shown on the left. 2 weeks of insufficient sleep due to few days straight outing, Thomas Cup mid semester tests which made me looked like a patient in Uni as shown on the right. Condition will be worsen as I have more outings study coming up next week. How la no motivation to study for finals at all. Finals will be starting 14th next month. It’s already….. errr 22nd now! :S

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Hopefully I will start my revision study from the very beginning from Chapter one to final Chapter for all subjects soon.

P.S. I AM VERY BROKE. Debts, birthday celebration, outings.  :S Dot.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I’m too late

All about Men live in Genting

My friend is going this Saturday! =( I’m just too late in reacting to this event thus no more ticket for me! =(

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Here Comes Again

The semi-finals for Thomas Cup was a big disappointment during  the opening game - Lee Chong Wei was defeated by Lin Dan in the 1st match by merely 2 games. The KKK and TBH were upsetting the whole crowd on the 2nd match for the semi-final by losing MERELY 2 GAMES. Both world No 1 single and double  were easily eclipsed by China. It’s not the ranking that matters, it’s the consistency of their techniques. A Malay man was vigorous enough to hold up his seated chair up showing anger disappointment on our Malaysian team. When China was leading us by 2-0, Wong Choong Hann’s show up on the 3rd match did not trigger the crowd’s excitement as the destiny of our team could be predicted . People trooping off Piccadilly even before China grabbed the winning point from us. Expected outcome. Damn disappointed la me. Bah.

 

Besides disappointment, yesterday’s night was filled with excessive laughing. Didn’t meet up in a whole bunch since my Uni has started and yet we they are still the same – creating excessive sound that catches everyone’s eyes.

 

Last night @ Piccadilly

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32079_388934223442_643878442_4142472_6226505_n The twins beside me. Hard to differentiate these days.

 

32079_388934228442_643878442_4142473_3132878_nThe gang, who spiced up my night ♥

 

Get back to study. Macroeconomic policy test this Wednesday in the evening. ZZZ. Good day! =)

Oops, before that, photo credits to LLK. Thank you! =)

From, the irresponsible blogger who doesn’t take pictures~

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Wake Me Up

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Finals are here. I need motivation to study. All I’ve been doing this semester brings  no  benefit to my studies. Again, FML.